Nightmares.

1.	a terrifying dream in which the dreamer experiences feelings of helplessness, extreme anxiety, sorrow, etc.

2.	a condition, thought, or experience suggestive of a nightmare: the nightmare of his years in prison.

Both apply to me.
How melodramatic.

Every single night, i enter into a nightmare.
I always woke up in cold sweat.

Rumours are to be said.
Dreams are oppose the reality.
I hope this is a proven fact~

I woke up & look around me.
Beside me, there's no one.

For this whole week, i totally changed.
I'm not my usual self.

I tried my very best to speak as little as possible.
Not to provoke him.

I reflected on myself.
If i did this or that wrong?

Everyday, there's no result.
He would not talk to me.

He, my love one.
I want to tell him that i love him a lot.
So much i don't want to live in my world w/o him.

I'm genuine from the beginning of our relationship.
Most of the times, i would get paranoid/sensitive.
I will approach him to sort out the matter.
I did it in the most impolite way.

I guess that make him very frustrated.
Still everyday w/o fail, he would tell me he love me.

I listen & kept all his words in my heart.
I appreciate him.
Every little thing, he did for me.

I love him.

I wasn't expecting this coming my way.
He deliberately will avoid having eye contact w/ me or any conversation.
I feel very apprehensive.

Sometimes, i will just cry.
I don't mean to.

I miss him a lot.

Memories w/ him, kept on flashing back to my head.
Sweet.

I cannot think of why he's angry at me.
He merely said, "Till now you don't know what i want from you."

I'm puzzled.
The sentence ends w/ a full-stop.
It's harsh.

I pray for everyday that he would speak to me.
Everything will be alright!

I wish for a chance.