To my ex-boyfriend,

Thankyou for the memories.

& All the little thoughts you share w/ me.

I wish you luck.

Takecare!

I'm not going to delete the previous posts yet.

They show i'm damn naive & stupid, man.

My ex-boyfriend has been cheating on me - big time.



Not saying that i never talk/hang out w/ guys.
I do.
Even so.
I would always tell him where i went or what i did.



Who knows?
He used to be so serious & passionate about our relationship.

I'm a girl who talks a hell lot.


Not like he keep quiet when i keep nag nag nag.

He would scold me words like "You dog, is it?" "Fuck off leh".



I got hurt and at times i cry.
Or make a fuss when i'm paranoid.
I'm not trying for any sympathy or act pitiful.


I love him.
And every words he said, i take it to my heart.

I know i'm not as mature as he's been expecting.

But if you ask someone to be your girlfriend,
you should cherish me.
And give her the respect.

For a period of 1 week, he never talk to me.
Only when he feel like it.
It's obvious that he do not like me anymore.
I try to ask him about it.

Either he shoo me away or say he's stress.
He talk to the entire world except me.

I call him baby.
He wouldn't care more.

Always staying up late for him to come back.
I do not ask for much.
Just wish he come back safely & can rest more.

Two days ago,
I got so anxious that i question him.

I want to know about his feeling.
He would still give the same excuse.

Things got so bad until the relationship was over.

I'm certain that he's having a crush on another woman.
He just won't admit.

Fine.
It's for his own conscience to reflect on.

Betrayal.

If the woman know that he has a girlfriend,
yet she in contact w/ him.
She's at fault too.